I’ve been floundering. I have been tired and sullen and frustrated and I need an outlet. I have decided to bring back the blog challenge. Some days I won’t feel like doing it but I am going to make a promise to myself to keep up with posting for 30 days straight.
I always liked to write in a journal but I never seem to have time for it anymore. No more excuses. Its time to bring back the blog.
Here goes nothing.
Yes I have a problem and that problem is commitment, but probably not in the way that you think. I have commitment issues when it comes to doing things for myself. I started my 30 day blog challenge not thinking of the time frame it would end. Unfortunately for me that time frame ended up being the start of a new school year. When everyone gets back to campus I’m in a different mode. I no longer think about myself or how spread thin I am I think how I can help everyone else. I basically have no understanding of the word “no”. That being said things that I like and enjoy fall by the wayside. Like my blog.
I can honestly say I really enjoy blogging. I find it therapeutic most of time and a wonderful means of a creative outlet. I can’t seem to say things well but I can type it out. So that being said I will use this as a means of an update.
I will be out of work for two weeks starting next week because I have to have surgery. I’ve been having problems for a year and a half with my ankle and after having struggled all summer I decided to get a second opinion. Well sure enough she immediately said I needed surgery. So at almost 30 years old I’ll be having my first cast ever and stuck at mawmaws house for two weeks while i can’t work.
I also found a little humor in the saying “if you want to make God laugh show him your plans” last week. I scheduled my surgery around our high school football schedule. I know this may sound odd but i have a lot of responsibilities during the fall and like sweet brown says’ “ain’t nobody got time for that”. well God showed me because last weekend while working my second job i gave myself a concussion. oh yes you read that right i have myself a concussion. So those couple of football games i planned my surgery around…yep couldn’t go.
We will see how it feels to be quit and enjoy some time off for a bit. hopefully i don’t drive myself nuts.